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i hereby declare my heart belongs to shinshin.

others...?

well,its purely coincidential.

ok aku da stat merepek.

saya sayang shinshin.

Ghghgfhfh

dan seorang lagi.

tetapi.

hmm.

haha ok ignore what i just said.

shinshin's phone is spoiled,unfortunately.

sad.

well,shin.
were both in a sad state,ne.

high five.

woohoo.
im so random.

fuck,
cant stop thinking about it.
sampai terbawak2 ke mimpi.
ish.

another tiring day,today was.
so busy with school's activities..but somehow studying is a bit relaxing now..
haha well thinking again,i guess not..
i really tend to ignore any hmwk or assignments until the last minutes,haha yeah.pfft.

so my sch's gonna held a high-tea programme next saturday on the 12 of july(mira's bday,yaya!) to commemorate the 80th anniversary of my dear school,AL-JUNIED.

semangat JUNIED,dokk.

and yes,im participating.
with my angklung group and ....runway show,HAHA!
top designer clothes from indon and high heels you.
haha thank god im already used to those killer shoes...pity the rest thou..
and one thing i realised from entering this fashion show is..
theres quite a no. of tall girls in sch eh..never thought of that before,haha.
well,hope the clothes are super nice..

not like angklong's...
eurgh.
one word,:  OBIANG!
damn,those sponsors doesnt look like theyre sincerely wanna sponsor us,sia.
i mean,they gave us horrible horrible looking clothes!
omg.
i cant believe im gonna wear that.
cant show you,as its a shame for me to do that.
haha seriously,tapi.

well,
hope everything's gonna go well.
and cant wait till the 24th!
hehehehhe.

-shinrin HAPPY!  for now.

and so.

lots have happened while i didnt post these few days.

• i think HISTORY is repeating again...

and i fuckin dont like it.but i have no one but myself to blame for it,as i was the one who wanna do it..thought i could do it for fun and vengeance..but i guess i couldnt.Am i too good?hmm
and damn,i cant stop thinking about it!and im afraid HISTORY really will repeat again,and break my sorryhati.
well,wish me luck.

• i decided yuu chan will be a friend.

i acknowledged the feelings all these while,and i really think i am officially over it.
im happy that he's with her,for she is a great person to be with.
and shes a friend,for god's sake..i couldnt imagine betraying someone fun and kind to me.
and well,if anything happens,im gonna side her!
haha i wish him happiness,AND I MEAN IT.
im happy for him..and now ill try to make the rumour(more like the truth..haha) disappear by not associating anything about me with him...i pity him lah,although i somehow feel like he doesnt really care..haha

• a new watch,woohoo!

so daddy bought me a new watch,and mummy and for him too.hahah how generous of him tonight..i wonder why.

• im enjoying being with my cafe peeps' more,man.somehow theyre getting wackier by the day..haha.

well,
retribution eh?

i doubt so.
 

i realised.

something.

NEVER GO THROUGH A GUY'S PHONE.
if you dont wanna be disgusted,that is.

this happend to me TWICE.
and its a weird feeling,aftermath.
but its a guy's thing.

so,i guess its NORMAL?

so,i guess i wont be going through my bf's phone,either.
might dump him if i do,hahah...
yeah.

its porn,if youre wondering.
hmm.

so while waiting for my oral exam turn in the hall..
i thought of this.

can you love someone without any specific reason?
tatoeba na..
someone ask you,"why do you love him/her?"
and you reply,"i just do".

can that be accepted??
hmm.

you have the feeling.
but the reason isnt there.
can that be counted?
can that be trusted?
can that be used as an evidence of your love?
hmm.

somehow ne..
i dont think so.
every sane ppl would too,ne.

well,
im just thinking,not that im experiencing it.
im just surrounded by love crazed ppl now.
hehe.

LOVE.
is a nice feeling.
but reality is..
LOVE is not all about its niceness..
but also the bitterness and pain someone is willing to feel for the sake of their loved ones.

easier to say than done,really.
thats why maturity is a must in love.
hmm.

i wonder.

SO today was my GCE O level malay oral.

hahahah.
me and my other 4 friends were stared when we entered this one secondary school,and then we got awed by how BIG AND WIDE the school was,compared to ours..haha such a stupid thing to do,ne.
well,the oral started at 2.30pm...and MY TURN WAS AT 5.05PM!
i waited for my turn for 2+fcukin hours!
wooHOO.
how greeeaaaaat.

and how was it..
hahaha.
i can just pray i did okay.
dont wanna jinx anything.

-shinrin si hutan,heheheh.

ahh!
yesterday was fabulous!
sorry didnt post this yesterday,couldnt have the chance to.

ok so...
I WAS ON TV.
hahaha.
ok im not THAT happy,thou.
more paiseh.

watched TITIAN MINDA live at mediacorp,as one of our students was representing SINGAPORE.
btw,its a malay debate program between the Bruinei and us.
and,frankly,i was shock a very low profile guy called 'Farihin',whom i just got to know he actually existed this year,was the representative..and i tell you,by looking at him ONLY..youll straight away think,"HOW DULL HE LOOKS".
BUT.
BUT.
this is  really a good example of  "NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER".
damn,he was good.
and cause he was that good...
HE WON THE BEST SPEAKER.
YES,BEST SPEAKER for someone who looks extremely DULL.
no offence,farihin.
the sch loves you!

that evening WAS SO FUN!
I LOVE IT!

AND AND AND.
the host for the program was UBER handsome!
hahahah,gatalnye aku.
hes the Brunei's representative,and boy was he cute!
me and maira was giggling all the way...
and he actually smiled at both of us,hehehehehe.

but,sadly.
he didnt look as good as what i expected in person,in a normal room light atmosphere.
ahahah...muke tebal ngn make up,haha!
and i missed a chance to take a picture with him..well  i couldnt make myself do it,eventhough he was infront of me..well i was in my uniform,and my ustazahs were there..haha tak tau malu,ker?
nevermind.

and we saw fauzi laily and some other celebs.
well,some of my friends went hysterical cause of him,and i just layankan them,since im not really into the malay entertainment industry.

hahaha.
well,my face was caught by the camera a few times,and boy was it such a paisey moment.
so ppl out there,
wanna watch my paisey face on tv,
look out for TITIAN MINDA on suria,ok!

hahahaa.

i feel you dear papa.
ive put on weight too!
fuck this holiday man!

aaahh,
now i really nid to drop those weight off.
ive put on 2kgs,no!

oh god.
in a month,2kgs!
kya.

so someone who i longed to see came to school today.
oh how tall he have grown.
hehehe.
i was very much happy to see him today.
thou i regretted not waving at him,under certain circumstances..
hmph.

well,
i hope we could meet again.
hehe.
its been a long time,ne.
2years.

anakLIOn very much happy.