thoughts.

trwink triwnk triwnk.

ok thats my guitar sound.random,i noe.DIAM.

its 1.47am!

and i havent finished studying TAFSIR AND BIOLOGY!

yeepideeyappediiyoo~!

i onlined at around 11+ nite after hours of studying,and sleeping.

i shudnt have gone to sleep back then,cause nothing good comes after it!i instantly became lazy after that yummy sleep.since newt's sleeping at some mosque tonight,and fiq has his lappy,the pc was free from them!and so the temptation became so high...and here i am,infront of the pc,typing while listening to JUNKAN-sid.and still not finishing my revision for tommorow's paper.IM SCARED.ahh well wth.

"mawattemasu,mawattemasu~~~"

spinning..spinning.

ok so today.

i just realised few stuffs.

1-chemistry is hard.i havent revise it yet,but i thought about how the paper will be and im scared.have i not tell you that chemistry is totally TAK PENTING?all those chemicals and formulaes and urgh watever shitties..

2-i love shinshin!only him.only him!i was doing laundry when i thought of him,and since he's doing his own laundry,i imagined him with his shorts membasuh baju...isnt that cute?well im not sick,and imagining a guy doing laundry is not sick eh.ahahah.shinshin's been very cute ever since i got to know him...hope hes having some rest now since his next performances are few months away..i miss him so mucchhy.

and...im thinking of him(bukan shinshin) lesser and lesser.ISNT THAT GOOD??yes it is.im happy!*smiley*

ok so ppl,i made him watch that stooopid hilarious indian thriller yesterday,and he didnt find it funny.SO SAD.i was like,"eehhh?not funny meh?so weird."so from that moment i realised how pitifully BORING this guy is.no wonder hes always spotted with that "no-feeling attitude".*sighs* somehow somehing from inside is telling me i shud forget about him.berhenti mengharap.look,we dont laugh at the same things.we dont get interested at the same things.we dont listen to the same music(apart from english songs).

marilah berhenti berharap.aku ingin hatiku diberikan kepada seorang yang boleh menghargai diriku.

i lovelovelovelove shinshin.

<3you<3 

<3me<3

<3shinshin<3

<3lina<3