ohmygod.
ok call me slow,call me an ignorant fan..
i know im not so thats all that matters to me.
NYEH!
im just plain lazy.
seriously.
so now.
im not.
and i discovered great SID fans who have talents and made covers of their songs.
heheh.
i loveit!
SID must be touched by their love n effort.
ok so..
here's the links.
(Well,actually im posting this for me.
so i know where to find them easily.)
- 涙の温度－シド ＰＩＡＮＯ Ｖｅｒ．
- 夏恋－シド PIANO Ver.
- 蜜指～ミツユビ～－シド PIANO Ver.
- シド－証言 PIANO Ver.
- 御手紙－シド PIANO Ver.
- SID- Milk piano cover
AND HERE ARE THE LIVE CLIPS FROM SIDNAD vol.3(SENTIMENTAL MACCHIATO 2008 TOUR)!
- ミルク
- エール
- 夏恋
- ｓｗｅｅｔ？
- ｓｍｉｌｅ
- 蜜指～ミツユビ～
- ｍｏｕｓｏｕ ｎｉｋｋｉ
- ｐｒｏｐｏｓｅ
- ハナビラ
- 誘惑コレクション
- お手紙
- マスカラ
- ａｎｄ ｂｏｙｆｒｉｅｎｄ
- ｄｅａｒＴｏｋｙｏ
- 右手のスポーンと初恋とナイフ
- 合鍵
- ｏｒｉｏｎ
- 涙の温度
- 循環とPLAY。。
- 微熱
hi.
been ages since ive update this poor now-abandoned blog.
well.
lots of things happened.
anyway.
i think i should just let it all out now.
i dont know if anyone's gonna read it.
well,ur welcome to read.
im tired.
im tired of hating.
im tired of revenge,hatred and just ignorance.
dear deeyah.
even the ring of ur name still hurts me.
why?
i dont know.
i seirously dont know what to do now.
should i continue hating you,or should i just let it go?
id choose the latter one,although..
the pain is still there.
the cut still feels fresh and stingy.
but i guess.
i will let it all go.
im just tired.
this is definitely not my nature.
its between you and allah.
i dont even know if i can forgive you.
but i will,i know i will.
and now syazwan.
ohmy.
you know,ur presence still hurts me.
like a needle piercing ever so slowly on my eyes.
however,i dont have the power to make you disappear.
i wished the utmost worst for you.
and to see you unaffected with the pain you have induced me all this time hurts like hell.
when will you suffer?when can i finally laugh at your face?
when will you pay for what you have done to me?
but..
there's no valid answers to those queries.
i dont know what to do.
why is god being unfair?
repeatedly i asked myself.
then..
i reached to a conclusion..
its just between you and god.
i wanna let it go..
everything,just everything.
i dont have anything for you anymore..
but the memories are still there..
and no one knew it cud be so hurtful.
well.
its just unfortunate all this happened.
to both of you.
im sorry for everything.
cinta yg bertepuk sebelah tangan buat kali ketiga.
persahabatan yg penuh kemusykilan.
so.
i just wanna be a stranger to you both.
if there's a will to start again,
lets start from the beginning.
till den.
i wopnt bother you both anymore.
thanks for the memories.
be it great or hurtful.
and lastly..
happiness is not what i wish for you both..
for you are my past.
last friday.
1st Qiyam of 2009.
well,
this year's preU 2 are abit...
well..
theyre not so exuberant like us.
so,i didnt expect that much funsome out of it.
well,funsome isnt the right word,
well maybe excitement is the right word.
we,preU 1 were asked to stage a performance.
well.
we were informed 3weeks ago.
but we only started to work on it 3DAYS BEFORE.
haha.
well,pure ignorance isnt bliss.
something unnexpected happened last minute.
if my heart were to control me,
i would've stomped off too.
but well,for the sake of everyone involved.
and for our name.
we graced under pressure.
woohoo.
well,
there were some technical problems.
but it was ok.
im proud everyone did their best.
the 'muhasabah diri' section was a tearful,emotion-filled time.
it was very good of them to include that.
the qiyam was good.
frankly,i felt good doing it properly,for the first time.
i could say,this qiyam really showed me the true meaning of qiyam in school.
its all about doing ibadat.
we have to remind ourselves from now on,
QIYAM is NOT a SLUMBER PARTY.
haha.
i liked the qiyam.
it may not be full of funsome.
but,
its a meaningful one.
may god always protect me and the one i loved.
amiin.
xoxo,.
LionLina.
yo,peeps.
so,
its been a while.
this will be the 2nd post of 2009.
WOAH.
haha.
looks like ill be blogging...in once a month.
whoa.
i wanna be the 'bapa pergerakan' of it,haha!
ok.
so.
cher FAIZAL dropped by this blog of mine.
WHAA....
based on my posts..
haha...
stoned for a while.
well.
last friday was his last day,technically.
haha.
and this friday..i think he'll be going off to Perth to futher his studies..
and.
he wont be coming back to this not-so humble little island..
well,
life's out there has lot of good opportunities for him.
man of ambition.
man of words.
i miss him.
im gonna miss him.!
my cutest ever TEACHER!
im so gonna miss him.
his devoutness to the right way of islam is really something.
i really have to eat the humble pie he's been having all this time.
i hope i can be like him.
to cher FAIZAL,
u inspire me to be a better human being.
to be a better muslim to my almighty god,Allah.
i hope i can grow up to be with you.
i hope i can attain the same enthusiasm u possesses.
may Allah be with you and your family.
and may you be happy till the very end.
we love you,
and YOU KNOW IT.
hehe.
i really have the urge to upload his picture.
haha.
nah,i wont thou.
respect his decision.
hehe.
teachers are really something,yah.
xoxo,
lionlina.
and so...
1ST DAY OF SCHOOL!
so.
school went through some renovations.
hmm.
it seems more..
clean,
pure.
and prettier.
haha.
i give 3 months to see whether anything will be broken..etc.
haha
as we all know.
my school has some of the closet barbarians.
so.
surprise!
THE MOTHERFUCKER got into pre U 1.
and..
surprise!
ITS A MIX CLASS AGAIN!
oh,same old family.
and yeah,that motherfucker is in my class.
oh god.
what a pest.
IS THERE LIKE ANY INSECTICIDE FOR THAT KIND OF PEST?
smelly,oily,asshole douchebag,ridiculously goodlooking but with ZERO personality (insert any possible bad words ).
hmm.
well.
and oh,im not the monitress!
yay,its KHAIRIYYAH.
and acap wani.
im having mix feelings.
its a love-hate relationship.
i hope its gonna be a good year with them.
may god be with me.
so,its here.
31st of December 2008.
finally.
well.
so much has happened this year.
i still could remember some,vividly in my mind.
some,just forgotten.
undeliberately thou.
JAN '08.
new year.
was very much happy.
a sad thing we're separated again with Papa.
still trying to fit in n be comfortable with new classmates.
FEB '08
oh st.Valentines.
wat a fond memory.
him receiving it later than id expected.
haha.
and well..it started here.
him,and him.
haha.
SENTIMENTAL MACCHIATO.
hehehhe.
MARCH '08
oh,i remember.
school became more stressful.
so many things to do,so little time.
APRIL '08.
and..
he came back into my life.
fucker.
not much memory here.
or maybe ive just forgotten about them.
MAY '08
oh the examinations.
how dreadful.
i could feel the vast difference between sec 3 and sec 4.
stress was a new thing for me,
believe me.
however..
my results was surprisingly better.
and i was happy.
haha.
still was into him.
seriously was.
JUNE '08
oh the school vacation id never forget,EVER!
best,of the best.
still was into him..
but it ended here.
somehow,someway.
to make way to that motherfucker.
oh,how foolish.
JULY '08
happy birthday to me!
well,due to that fucker again,
it wasnt such a happy occasion.
well,well.
the signs were out,but i was still in oblivion.
*sighs*
SCH's HIGH TEA EVENT!
haha i became a model,bitch.
ROCK-IT!
woohoo.
the days i showed my true colours.
and this was our first exposure to each others' existence.
only,he didnt remember me.
urgh STM.
AUG '08
the National Day's celebration was nerve-wrecking!
haha.
it was fun.
wat an experience..
and this moment..
i was in counterfeit cloud nine.
ifuknowwatimean.
happy,high and well...lovestruck for nothing.
SEPT '08
it ended here.
oh im grateful to you,ALLAH.
my roller-coaster ride wasnt for infinity.
oh,thank god.
wasted my tears.
loads of tears.
well,karma does happens.
oh,
WE MET=]
and here,it started.
OCT '08
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
wat a good raya.
oh,
i lost a friend.
well.
well.
well.
no comment.
and we became close..
hehe.
suke,suke.
oh,exam was tough.
thought i dropped..
NOV '08
however i didnt!
woohoo!
that was the best thing!
and we got together.
no,now that was the best thing!
great memories of november.
DEC '08
finally.
went holiday with 4 of my friends.
damn,it was GRRREEEAAAT!
became fatter.
haha.
well,well.
*sighs*
more great moments spent with my loved ones.
oh,how i love them all.
and so.
its gonna end.
gotta have to say goodbye to 2008 soon.
been a good year,overall.
hope next year will be better!
to all,
thanks for the memories.
happy new year,all.
lina,
xoxo
so i told my mummy.
well,
she knew it would eventually happen.
she said,
"tulah kau separkan barang2 lagi..kan die da amek"
then she said,"nanti boyfreind kau pon hilang,die amek tau"
haha.
no,no.
i wont let that happen.
me & my mummy.
we're both actually quite similar.
haha.
too kind,ppl took us for granted.
well.
thats what you get.
may god be with me always.
そう。。
my cousin APPARENTLY stole my phone's earpiece.
GOD,FUCK HER.
not literally,i mean.
oh shuddup!
urgh.
so she slept here for two days.
had a tiff with her dad..blablabla..
nowhere else to go..blablabla..
crush is apparently a married guy..blablablabla..
and she crashed my house.
so.
i know she's a habitual stealer.
since young.
i amost followed her steps.
yes,
her 'oh-ur so damn cool!' steps.
fuck.
so now i know she took it.
i say it.
i asked her.
and she said,"oh no..i dont know"
hah.
wasnt able to look at me straight in the eyes.
well.
i gave her a note.
saying i really want my earpiece back.
well.
its up to her.
i realised.
things like this happens.
and since few months ago..
ive been having this perspective..
"its between her and Allah".
she once said,
"i dont wanna be the third person in any relationship..cause i know how karma works".
well,
karma happens in any situation.
not just in relationships.
MAY KARMA BITE U IN THE ASS BACK.
lina,
be calm.
so what.
ill find ways to survive.
ive always been innovative.
haha.
lina,
xoxo.
may i steal a kiss from you?
you know..
somehow i felt different with shinshin now..
its like i know him more..
lits CRAZY!
I JUST DREAMT ABOUT DATING HIM!
and my mind's like taking it seriously.
hahahahaha.
BUT REALLY.
im serious.
i feel different..
more serene with him..
its like everytime i see his picture now..
i feel like.
"oh i know you shin..n i love you"..
hahah~!!!
しん、
へへ。。。
ね、キスして。。
ははははははははははははは
あはーん。。
へｈ・
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